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The Human Game Episode No.2 “100% Responsibility”


Episode #2 The Human Game Taking 100% Responsibility

Only doing what brings us joy and reclaiming the power from our fears. Taking responsibility for cleaning and clearing all that comes into the hologram! This means everything!

Between eclipses we are all being called to stand on one side of the river- We are being called to step into our authentic role of the Divine Human- In alignment with the form. Can we cross over? Are we able to leave the victim realm? We do this by acknowledging and healing the victim mind, not by ignoring it- that would be Spiritual bypassing which will probably be our next episode. This is about 100% full integrity and radical acceptance!

Are you ready for the timeline split? Which path are you choosing? The creator or the victim?



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Solutions for Addictions

Solutions to Addictions

Addiction thinks in circles where invention thinks in spirals – Richard Rudd

The 24th Gene Key is part of the Ring of Life and Death. This DNA Codon ring contains five Gene Keys (Genetic Codes) which Richard Rudd has stated can be used to teach us how to create the perfect environment to raise children. One of the main life objectives for those who have reached adult- or adept-hood is to bring children, or our fellow human into reaching this development. Children are the future, and as we are all really one organism, we become our children, so their development is why we are here.  Also, when we consider that much of the earths population still has a ways to go in progressing to adept-hood, we reach the reasoning behind why we chose this as where to begin in creating an Innerversal Solutions curriculum. The Gene Key System was born out of the Human Design System, from our findings it is a incredible system complete unto itself.  We have found when synthesized with the Human Design system as a foundation, bringing Human Design to higher octaves of development, something even more incredible is birthed. In this curriculum we will be synthesizing aspects of the Gene Key’s, Human Design, NLP, and much more. We feel that in the synthesis of all of these incredible systems that we can find something that can serve as a developmental curriculum for the next phases of evolution of parenting, community development, business collaboration and much more. This new synthesis is organic and always being improved. This is only the first installation of many more to come.  One can also expect each lesson to change and grow as our knowledge grows, we receive feedback, and team up with others in these fields. This living curriculum we plan to be at the heart and foundation of a physical center that will be based here in Costa Rica, but will have multiple partner hubs globally. In this way a living educational system serves to grow with humanity in its evolution rather then becoming stagnant as so many things in the past have done.

Our journey begins as we are conceived, the interplay of energetic’s present between our two parents creates a magical act which calls forth a new creation into the perfect organic machine which is our local Universe.  An exact blueprint of the state of energy present at the time, and location of the birth, and eighty eight days before it, relative to within the cosmos. Wheels upon wheels, the cosmic organs and glands of specific geometrical devices we know as planets, form, fashion, and facet this energy into being. This blueprint creates the seed, or crystal of that which we are meant to become, pending of course that the environment in which we are placed is ripe and fertile with the energetic and physical nutrients to bring us to adulthood. The child’s purpose in this world, is to further perfect and grow the potential of all life and creation.

What drives this child to reach its energetic potential, to fulfill its purpose, and to share its specific gifts with the world? Separating from the Unified field creates a tear or wound. As the energy is processed into an individual being, and compressed through the parents genetics that also contain unprocessed shadows, this creates a similar imprint on the child. This is because one of the prime reasons for the child is to perfect the genetics of the human species. Its core drive is the desire to end the suffering caused by the core wound, by reuniting with the unified field of perfect silence from which it only has just left. However, this core wound is often times reinforced, and turned into unconscious habits as our family, society, and environment encourage living from the “not self” and making decisions from the mind.


Human Design GATE 61 and 24 Info

If we imagine a child with an Undefined Ajna working with a teacher with a Defined Ajna, this child will be under pressure to think a certain way and feel a sense of inadequacy because he or she cannot do this consistently. Or imagine a parent who puts pressure on a child to think logically when in fact the child is designed to think abstractly. Such children will grow up thinking something is wrong with them because they don’t process data in a logical way. And this conditioning leads them to compensate by pretending to be certain about things.

When Undefined Ajna people can experience their true inner authority, their mind is set free. It’s free to think about things that do matter, and free to be open to intellectual stimulation and creativity. Remember, the Undefined Centers represent where we go to school, and the Defined Centers represent the student (us). It is normal and natural to be attracted to our openness but not to become identified or attached to the experiences it brings. We are not here to be like someone else, but rather to discover who we are as individuals.

When Undefined Ajna people accept that they can never be certain, they have gained true wisdom. Their potential wisdom is to be able to truly judge whether a concept or question matters, and whether it is of value. They are not here to claim concepts as their truth. They are here to observe these concepts and to contemplate them, not to become certain and own or become identified with any of them. An Undefined Ajna is a sign of intelligence and of someone who is an intellectual type, like the undefined minds of Freud, Jung, Einstein or Madame Curie.

The potential of the Undefined Head Center is to explore the intellectual value of an infinite variety of subjects and thoughts. It can determine whether those subjects and thoughts are worthy or unworthy of being contemplated. The potential with this Undefined Center is to explore how much of the mental field is simply useless versus what really matters.

The Undefined Head Center is inspired (conditioned) by who or what is in its aura. Its inspiring thoughts are not original, as others influence the way it thinks. Unlike the Defined Head Center, there is no fixed style of thinking with an Undefined Head Center; it is open and changeable by the conditioning of the environment. The potential is that those with Undefined Head Centers can truly recognize who is inspiring. They are great mental reflectors of another’s mind. But when they make a decision from the mind it is not their decision, it is a decision from the mental conditioning field. Undefined Head Centers endlessly think they need to make a decision and solve the problem when the problem is not even theirs! Each Undefined Center conditions the mind with Not-Self thinking.

We are a duality and everything about us is manifesting in a dualistic manner. The mind itself is dualistic in the way in which it processes information. Let’s say that you have an option in front of you. Once you conceptualize that option in order to make a decision about it, you are going to look at the positives and the negatives of it. You are going to construct two identical arguments that are opposite to each other.

One argument says that the option is bad and the other states that it is good. This is how the mind works. It is very easy for us to go from one position to another, because we have already established both in the mind. What that means is that the mind has no capability of judging one or the other. Its capacity is simply to flush out the two sides. The reality is that we can flush out a zillion sides, not just two. This process is called reason-making. A decision from this place is as good as a guess. You cannot know the truth from this place; you can only know all the different reasons for this decision or that decision. Knowing is something altogether different; it is where we discover our truth.

Addiction The Shadow Side

The roots of suffering can be found wired into our physical body and in its essential needs such as air, warmth, physical contact etc. Next the astral/emotional body creates desires and cravings to mask confronting the wound. Finally, the mind reacts to these cravings by creating stories that will fulfill these desires.

The shadow of this Gene Key is addiction. Addiction is an internal interference pattern, or glitch that causes us to project happiness into the future, and tricks us into thinking it can be found by adding something to us. It is only by will, and denying ourselves these addictions are we forced to sit in the gap, experiencing the feeling of the wound, thus relieving its power over us. This starving of the astral body allows it to be purified and thus see the separation of the physical, mental and astral bodies. Silence therefore remains the ultimate addiction.

Addctions Root Causes

Addictions are rooted in conditioning. The open centers in our profile are an open doorway for pressure and conditioning of those people around us and the current cosmological transits that are going on as well. We are especially vulnerable to these energies as children. As we search to explore who we are and the world around us, we encounter pain via these open centers as we are taught to be something we are not, or discouraged for our inherent gifts and uniqueness. Our open centers are valuable places for learning, exploration and wisdom. So one major way that addiction happens is when we receive conditioning in a certain energy center, we then always reach for energy from that center. Plants, drugs, alcohol and people allow us to fill these centers with certain types of energy, giving us the temporary illusion of fulfillment and definition in these centers. These things are not to be demonized either, as they allow us to explore the energy of these centers in ways we may be meant to, but when we habitually become dependent on them due to conditioning, this is when it becomes unhealthy.

There are two main ways that the shadow can manifest itself depending on how we respond to it. Most everyone that deals with this shadow would have some aspect of both of these, however one of the two will always be predominant.

First is the repressive nature. When we repress this energy of confronting the wound, we respond by becoming frozen by the fear of what we will experience. Depression, lack of energy, or a very limited perception on what reality truly is are ways in which this can become apparent. In this way the repressive nature is the victim of the fear by becoming smaller in the face of it.

Second is the reactive nature.  Anxious, the unwillingness to experience the feeling of emptiness can cause one to react actively. A type of anxiety will fill this person as they start to sink into the fear associated with the wound. We notice this one heavily in these times we are in, people constantly on social media websites, texting, or working. Whether choosing numbness, or stimulation, one traps immense amounts of energy in these patterns and programs that creates a literally magical act if we can rest within these inner moments of silence.

Invention Addictions Hidden Gift

The gift of this shadow is invention. As we have been discussing there is a gap or a space that can be experienced in between the repeating patterns as energy travels through worn in neurological pathways. By resting in the gap, and confronting our wound, we come in contact from the same space in which we were birthed from. As we do this, the creative energy that would have been normally masked and stolen by the addiction now bursts forth and becomes a magical act of invention. Creative new ideas are born, we are given the opportunity to shift up an octave. We now have a creative addiction. Addiction keeps us thinking in circles, where creativity thinks in spirals.

The 24th Gene Key is also part of a channel called the Channel of the Thinker. Which combined with the 61st Gate of inner truth and mystery links the Ajna to the Head center.  The 61st Gene Key acts like the inner pressure of the mind seeking itself, this often comes across as the famous incessant questioning of Why?  Evidence of this seeking in a right brain manner can be found in religions, and left brain seeking in science. Both sides confront this feeling by deciding if we think enough, we can know the truth. If the head center of an individual is defined, they may very well be able to bring back the unknowable. This gift can empower others that don’t have the head defined, but if the shadow state is active, it can often leave others feeling confused and caught in their head. The key in working with this gift is not to turn away from the pressure of this questioning and become disenchanted and giving up on seeking truth, or become fanatical by becoming obsessed by the questioning. Those that become fanatical often get stuck on one answer and build their entire framework of reality around it. For those that do not have this gene key, the answers to inner truth and the mystery can still be found, but often times come not primarily through the mind, but through other centers within the body.

Next we have the programming partner to the 24th Gene Key, which is the 44th Gene Key of Interference / Teamwork / Synarchy. This manifests as our karmic relationships. If we meditate on this relationship we can begin to see deeply how these two work as a polarity with one another to create the programming effect. To really come to a deep inner standing of how this manifests, it is important to consider the axiom, as above, so below or as within so without. Interfearance works in a very similar manner in our outer lives and relationships. We as individuals are part of much larger fractal lines of humanity, some may refer to as soul groups. Each person that comes into our life offers us a unique lesson which we must embrace. Just as with addictions, we can get stuck in unhealthy loops and patterns by being too distrustful and misjudging others. Its no coincidence that its most often our relationships in this world that trigger our addictive patterns. Many times its even the people themselves in which we get addicted to, whether that be lovers, gurus, deities, friends, or even pets. This keeps us from finding healthy loving relationships that afford us the team work and syarchy that our beings seek in order to become the collective intelligence and organism that our soul groups seek.

The secret to the Siddhi, or the highest vibratory frequency of both the 24th, and the 44th Gene Keys is Silence. Some of the keys to the mystery of reincarnation lie in this Gene Key, for it is an addiction to form itself, this keeps consciousness from transcending its limits. What actually reincarnates has been greatly misunderstood, and will be explained in more details in later curriculum. For humanity to truly step into its next phases of evolution, it much come to a much deeper awareness of the wholeness of the organism of humanity and the earth.  It is in the moments of internal silence that we can commune with the highest aspects of both our inner world and our outer environment. True Silence manifests when our awareness moves from our mind, down into our Solar Plexus. This area contains a vast nervous system that when truly activated is beyond the realm of thinker, individual, or polarity consciousness. It is the activation of this other brain that the next phase of humanities evolution is now activating. This all takes place trough the activation of the 55th Gene Key which we will be going into in depth in later curriculum.

As we are being raised, the specific geometry of our genetics is seeking to fulfill its purpose here. In order to do that, the child looks for the experiences through the environment it needs in order to feel whole again, to realize is gifts, purpose, and to define its role within the collective. To inner stand this better, lets look at how a seed acts within an environment. The seed contains all of the information from its parents for what it would become in the perfect conditions of sunlight, water, nutrients. Some of these things are one hundred percent essential for the seed to even sprout at all. Others simply will decide if the seed will flower, or bare fruit. But the what will the condition of the flower or fruit be? The child seeks proper nutrients to grow its body, sun, air, water, fruits can all provide these. These will allow the organs and glands to then produce the proper chemicals and neurotransmitters as the child grows and comes in contact with its environment. The energetic body also looks for experiences, such as love through its karmic relationships. Addiction is what will manifest when the energies within the child look for these nutrients, and they either are not provided, or they are received with pain, judgement or trauma.

Some of the first things we can do to raise a child free of addiction are to begin by ridding ourselves of ours. This work begins even before we have the children, but especially once we do, by actually being an example of what it is we know the child can become. By ridding our selves of our own shadows, Even if we do not have children yet, or even don’t plan on having any, this ensures that the DNA we share with all of humanity will discontinue passing these genetic glitches on to future generations. Beyond this, we can also do our best to keep the child’s environment free of easily addictive things. This goes the same for us while we are ridding ourselves of our own addictions. Out of sight out of mind is an excellent practice to begin with for any things that keep us in an addictive state, unable to sit in the gap. Remove these things from our environment, sometimes we may even need to seek a new environment all together. This includes friends, family or loved ones. If the addiction is serious enough, never feel afraid to ask for, or seek help. While the first thoughts many of us have about addictions go to drugs or alcohol. But especially with children this includes mildly addictive food additives, addictive activities such as Facebook, or video games. We must be able to check into our own integrity and inner truth, and be familiar with children’s developmental phases in order to best judge when the child should be making its own decisions about these types of things. For certain as the child gets older, there will be cases where due to pressure of society, friends, and genetic sequences that they may still turn to these many habits. At this point its best to trust in what they have been taught in their upbringing, and finally to let go of our own judgements knowing they too have their own path they must take to work through whatever shadows they do have inherently.

As parents the prime way we can serve the development of the child is first adopting the practice of non-interfearance.  We first must do our best to free ourselve’s of the shadows which we contain so that we may provide the child with the best example. As difficult as this may hear, if someone doesn’t have a child yet, and they find themselves full of various shadow states, they must as them selves. Is this really the best time to have a child? Or should I continue my own self work a bit further and wait. We are not saying the environment must be perfect, but one should really use their own better judgment when it comes to their mental, physical, emotional and environmental state before consciously deciding to bring someone else into the world. We have close co-workers that now do many iridology readings on whole families. These readings allow the practitioner to see the health of the many organs and glands in the human body via the coloration’s in the eye. We have heard many reports now that very young children are coming out of the womb with the same deficiencies and degeneration that their parents have, even before the environment beings to take effect. These addictions can begin even before the womb, But especially in the womb via stress, addiction, or other experiences the mother has that then imprint the child. Then in the external environment once it is born. When a child is born, it generally comes into this world with its own inherent connection to its inner source, or divinity. This inner divinity guides it to the experiences, relationships and even answers many of its questions if it is encouraged to do so. When a child starts to begin to be triggered by the 61st Gate of Inner Truth and Mystery to ask Why am I here? Quite possibly the best thing we could do for that child is to guide it back to itself. Offer to sit in silence with the child while he or she searches inside for the answer to these types of questions. In the Siddic state, we literally have access to any type of information we can imagine, and even much beyond.

Astrological Correspondences

The 24th Gene Key is ruled by Taurus, which is ruled by Venus. The Medical Astrology correspondences to Taurus are throat, neck, thyroid and vocal track. The thyroid which secretes biological iodine is the magnetic center of the magical ear. This further shows us the correspondences to the invention and magical silence of this Gene Key. When the mind can be silenced we naturally tune into what is known as the music of the spheres, also known as the bird language. This is a intuitive type language that can only be learned by losing track of our lower egoic mind, and tuning into the language of nature that is always speaking around us.

Taurus: Neck, throat, palate, larynx, tonsils, lower jaw, ears, occipital region, cerebellum, atlas, axis, external carotid arteries, jugular veins, pharynx, thyroid gland, cervical vertebrae.

These herbs may be worked with  in various ways to get more in tune with the energy of this Gene Key, tinctures, spagyrics, teas etc. Please do your research about these plants and the best ways to work with them before doing so.

Related Esoteric Herbs: primrose, mint, thyme, violet, marshmallow, catnip, rose, carnation, saffron, honeysuckle, jasmine, tansy, wormwood, yarrow, soapwort, plantain ( herb), daisy, horehound, tansy

From http://www.addictionrecoveryguide.org/holistic/herbal_therapy

Herbs are natural plant substances that have a variety of effects on the body. Many herbs have long been used in detoxification. Kudzu has the potential for moderating alcohol abuse. Kava and valerian can be used to treat the insomnia that accompanies withdrawal. Milk thistle has been shown to improve liver function.

The use of herbs in the recovery process may be most effective when combined with other strategies that support the whole person including nutrition, bodywork, acupuncture, relaxation and exercise.

Resources on Herbal therapies and Supplements for Addiction Withdrawal

Medline Plus (www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/druginfo/herb_All.html)
Database on Herbs and Supplements

The University of Maryland Herbal Database (umm.edu/health/medical/altmed)
Side effects and possible interactions of commonly used herbs.

RESEARCH: Takahashi M, Toduyama S. “Pharmacological and physiological effects of ginseng on actions induced by opioids and psychostimulants.” Methods & Findings in Experimental & Clinical Pharmacology. 20(1): 77-84, 1998.

This review summarizes studies that looked at the effects of ginseng on the actions of opioids and psychostimulants. Among the findings, ginseng was able to block the analgesic effects of opioids and inhibit tolerance to and dependence on morphine. Findings provide evidence that ginseng may be useful clinically for the prevention and treatment of morphine, cocaine, and methamphetamine dependence.

Akhondzadeh S. Kashani L, et al. “Passionflower in the treatment of opiates withdrawal: a double-blind randomized controlled trial.” Journal of Clinical Pharmacy & Therapeutics. 26(5):369-73, 2001.

The herbal extract Passionflower has been successfully used in the management of anxiety, and in this study the use of a daily dose of 60 drops of passionflower extract with a maximum daily dose of 0.8 mg of clonidine showed a significant superiority over clonidine alone in the management of mental symptoms associated with detoxification.

Addiction Recovery Supplements: Shilijit (Ionic Minerals)

Chinese Medicine:

Addiction has been found to be a product of disturbed Shen:

Shen Tonic Herbs : Rishi, Shisandra, Spirit Poria

Human Design Questions To Ponder:

The Not-Self questions to ask the Undefined Head:

Am I occupied with questions that don’t matter?

Am I trying to answer everybody else’s questions?

The Not-Self questions to ask the Undefined Ajna:

Are you pretending that you are mentally certain?

Are you trying to convince everyone else
that you are certain?

Are you holding on to concepts that do not serve you?

Are you rigid in your beliefs?


Fast For A Day on Fruit or Water and Write Down What Comes Up Interally.

Mini Vipassana :

Practice one or more days of total silence with or without your children. During this day make an effort to sit under a tree and open your heart and mind with an invitation to connect with the intelligence of the tree. Listen to a river, a spring, or even just the wind or rain. If your in a city, try to go to park and just listen to birds and sounds of nature as much as possible. Also refrain from addictive habits

such as TV, Computers, Music, Addictive Foods, sugars, salts, fats, coffee etc.

Addiction Meditations:

Rest in the Gap Meditation ( Dzochgen ) Coming Soon

24th Gene Key Guided Activation Meditation: Coming Soon

The Elements of Ascension

The Elements of Ascension


What if many of the thoughts and feelings that you had every day were not yours? What if the solution lies not in trying to rid yourself of these thoughts and feelings but to be aware of them and to ask why and where they are coming from? Perhaps a teaching lies beneath the surface. Some aspect of Self is looking for love, or appeasement and if you know how to listen, you can heal.  


This weekend we were fortunate enough to be able to connect with Medicine Man, and Tribal Chief Nilson Tuwe. Needless to say, I was even more fortunate to be able to have my first experience doing the Sacred Fire for his prayer circle. This was by far the most powerful circle I have ever been a part of and I wish to share with all of you the teachings that were transmitted while doing the sacred fire.

After the prayer started, I noticed that my consciousness, and conception of self, super imposed itself upon the fire. I was literally becoming the living intelligence of the Element of Fire. This element taps us into and assists our resonation between each other on a deeper level, as it is present in all of us. It was easy to see the interconnectedness between us all. The clarity and change between the interaction of the elements within notifies me I am going deeper into the prayer. Revelations came that what we experience in this dimension, or matrix, is a product of the interaction between the five sense’s, a combination of either their harmony or conflict with one another. In the past, the elements were beings of vast intelligence that incarnated into bodies, we now call the Elements, to have experiences. After millennia of interactions with one another, battles one might say, producing much of what we see here on this planet, the elements decided that they wanted to come together in a way that they could learn to be at peace and harmony with one another. To do this, they all took oaths, and were bonded to one another in a pact. The result of which is the human body. When fire, our desire to learn and to consume, gets out of balance, it causes Earth to get jealous. Hence why Earth puts out fire. Water, out of its deep compassion wishes to sooth the pain of fires desire, and cools it. Creating the myst, or the mystical. This myst is what reflects and refracts the light of the fire creating the experience we are interpreting here as life.


You may have heard before that the ancestors wish to be honored, or given offerings; prayers, foods, incense, tobacco, etc. These items or energies are then dedicated to the ancestors in honor and respect for them. While this is a beautiful and authentic gesture, during the prayer I came to a new realization.  What if the way we can honor these elements and ancestors is by honoring their current state in which they exist and have experience in now?  


The main one of which is our body. The elements came here to learn how to live in peace and harmony with one another. They also came to teach us how to live in peace and harmony with one another. This is all matter of perspective. The reason you see in Chinese medicine that the organs and glands correspond to various elements, is because they are literally the seals, or governors that hold the most amount of intelligence and most energy for that elemental consciousness within the body.


If you want to start to experience what I am speaking of for yourself, on a very simple level its available to you right now as you read this article here. I want you to start breathing in very deep, long and slow. Make sure when you are breathing its into your abdomen, and not just into your chest. Now after a few deep breaths, I want you to close your eyes, and begin to notice what your skin is feeling. Can you feel air on your skin? I want you to really feel, as much and as many things as you can in your body right now. When we start feeling, and stop paying so much attention to just the mind. We begin to experience more of the earth and water elements within us. Now if you really want to connect more with just the element of earth. I want you to take note of how you are sitting. Now start to make the motions of standing up, do you notice the energy that tends to want to stay seated? That’s the earth element as well. There are many ways to connect on deeper and deeper levels with these elements.

So how can we use this type of knowledge and wisdom to benefit us along our path? To aid us in the process of ascension….. It told me that as we go through out our daily lives, and experiences. It is mainly this lack of balance of the elements that generates the conflict. We interpret this interaction as stories, stories which cause us to be confused and ignorant of our limitless nature.The desire of fire often times rages so intensely that we cannot see beyond its beautiful dance. When a fire burns so bright, we can get lost, attaching ourselves to the story that is created while it burns up our body, our resources, and that of those around us as well. This over abundance of fire on this planet at this time is obvious if we take a look. Our rain forests being cut down and depleted, only to be used for the purpose of producing the same things that cause our bodies to be out of balance. Meat, Dairy, Palm Oil, Coffee and Cacao, all these things are the major causes for deforestation right now on the planet. These same items, when ingested, cause the elements of our body to go out of balance with one another. Cacao of course, can be used as an amazing medicine, and a plant teacher as well. But its over consumption and abuse is now a serious problem for the forest.


In order to move forwards in our process of ascension and evolution. We must learn how to take care of our body, and thus our planet. It showed me that the body is a gift we are given to learn how to manage properly, then we can then move on to be able to manage larger bodies such as a planet or a star. But first we must begin to be able to manage this body, this temple we are given. This dynamic however, is not some sort of punishment system, its simply natural law. These laws are built into the fabric of existence, and they respond naturally to our development. When we are ready to take on greater roles, manage more energy, and move into more expansive places we do. I hope this more dynamic perspective of the world we live in can assist you on your path. In future videos and writings I plan to go more in depth on this and many more subjects.

-Thomas Sochowicz

edited by Danielle Rodenroth

The Tantric Nature of Existence Part 1

Maybe the word ‘foodgasm’ is more accurate than we thought.  Sexual, or tantric, energy is the life creating force and is present in every aspect of our reality and existence. All day we are bombarded, penetrated, by all sorts of stimulus. It’s about time we have a look at how these energy dynamics work and bring ourselves back into a state of balance.

“The capacity to perceive the expressive qualities of things inheres spontaneously in the human mind. It is found most purely in children, at early states of civilization, and in persons of highly developed intuitive sensitivity, such as artists. It is hampered by a civilization that favors practical utility in a purely physical sense and hesitates to acknowledge the existence of phenomena that cannot be measured or counted (Rudolf Arnheim, The Dynamics of Architectural Form, 1977).’’

There is a broad spectrum of omnipresent creative, or tantric, energy present in our everyday life, which is directly involved with consumption of all forms through all of our senses.  Every interaction is a transfer of energy in some form. Fruits are the sexual reproductive organs of plants enticing you with their sweet taste and juicy flesh with their agenda of spreading their seeds.  Smells are most directly connected with the emotional centers of the brain, influencing where we send our energy. The voice has a tremendous ability to be an instrument for healing. Mantra yoga is a technique of human self-realization through the use of inner sounds or nadas that are awakened through outer and inner toning and chanting.  When sound enters our fields/bodies we experience changes in the vibrational pattern of the body (physical and subtle) to its electro-magnetic field.


We consume with our eyes every time we are scrolling through our Facebook feeds, surfing the web, watching videos, sight seeing etc. Daily interactions with others on a simple level, is just energy being consumed and fed.  Even our thoughts are impregnating the space that they are entering. As you see, these are all subtle energies that are in constant communication and interaction with each other. The most successful marketers, politicians, businesses, and anyone else who is vying for your currency (energy) knows this and they use it to their benefit, often without our awareness. Times are changing and we are all wising up. Being aware and learning to work with these subtle energies will drastically change your life.

If sexual energy is the most powerful (since it creates life), we should truly innerstand what we are doing with it, who and what we are consuming and also what is being fed with our energy. Now that you know all things carry an energetic frequency or signature, you can now see how these energies can be transformed either through consuming or being consumed.

When most people think of tantra, they think of crazy sex positions and religion. While this may be one aspect of it to some, tantra is simply the nature of life creating energy and the art of engaging in an active, conscious relationship with this energy to reach enlightenment. Tantric teachings are as old, if not older, than recorded history.  You can see evidence in Khemetic teachings, Hindu, Buddhist, Taoist, ect…The list goes on. This is due to the extremely powerful nature of tantric teachings and many have been quoted saying that only true tantric practitioners can go “all the way” on the path to enlightenment. Kind of seems fitting if you can begin to look at life itself as one giant tantric love making session. According to some, this is actually the case with literal physical tantric teachings. While for myself, this is something that remains to be seen, I am certain that in the very least, energetically one must learn the ways of tantra to be able to make it in the quest of enlightenment.

Everything in our very existence is sexual and tantric in some way. The biggest difference between your average sexual encounter, and tantra is knowingly entering into these types of teachings. To become aware that these types of teachings and interactions are going on, one must first be aware of the spiritual nature of everything that’s going on around them. Everything that is surrounding us as at every moment has a spiritual nature to it. This becomes more then apparent once one can begin to de-calcify the pineal gland, and clean the energy centers within their body.  We can make this simple and apparent though when we look at our interaction with a plant. Every plant has a spirit, that when we choose to take it into our body we are now entering into a sexual relationship with it. It is entering our body, and aspects of us are entering into is as well. We can especially see this kind of thing if we get down to the cellular level.  What is it we are looking for when we enter this relationship? Well, often times, that depends on the plant. The plant spirits have a lot to offer and to teach, however, many can be quite demanding as well.  Let’s use coffee as an example for this one, as it’s quite a common plant spirit for people to work with. Most people tend to have quite an abusive relationship with this plant as well. I know I have been guilty of this myself in the past. We go to coffee because the taste, the smell, but most often because of the way it makes us feel. Due to our diet, and unhealthy relationships with other things we consume, we find our selves needing more energy, or a pick me up. So our energy enters into the feminine polarity of this plant, looking for that feeling. The masculine aspect of the coffee, in turn gets to enter into us, and experience the world and a new and different way, using our sense body to perceive.  This relationship starts to become abusive when we need this plant more and more, just as we might a sexual partner. Taking her as we please to do our bidding of giving us the energy we need, because our body has forgotten how to do this on its own and has become reliant on it. Because of this imbalance, the plant starts having destructive, or abusive, effects on us. It’s taxing our adrenals, flooding us with neurotoxins, depleting the water reserves etc.


We can now begin to see how these types of teachings are important, and can be superimposed onto other aspects of our life. Because these types of spiritual teachings are left out of or schools and modern society, this can leave us vulnerable to all sorts of spiritual attacks. 

Now that your third eye has begun to open, we can clarify about the detrimental effects on your energies to watch pornography.  Let’s look at the reasons that the people in the pornography industry would generally take part in the films, or videos. Most likely this is due to an imbalanced relationship they have with their sexual energy.  Feeling that they need to sell themselves in this way in exchange for money, or excitement. Those that enter into this business are often ‘handled’ by some sort of spiritual entity or archonic force. A force/energy that is being fed through this process and keeping the person in a lower vibratory state. The entity does this knowing that if it puts the person in the position to be in a video, that those watching the video will then feed it more energy. The people watching also drop to the same low frequency and tune into these archonic forces. The sexual energy we have within us, is the creative life force energy. It is the same energy that animates our body, that gives it life, and that can give life to a child. This is the way that we know we are supreme beings, because we have this power and ability to create life. When this energy does not go into making a life, but still leaves our body, it has to go somewhere. So that means while watching this video, in exchange for the feeling of power, excitement, and lust that we feel, the beings in the video then feed off those energies, and then get “brought to life” by our life force energy that we expel. This is why people that are generally into watching pornography tend to fall into the same type of addictive/dependent relationship as people do with drugs. This entity needs more and more energy to stay alive being fueled by the same types of energy that we look for when watching the film.  This same type of experience is happening not just during pornographic films, but all films, and many spiritual activities as well.  The same can happen when we give energy to fantasies in our mind, or when we simply watch regular movies. Even without the act of having a sexual release, our life force energy is still given, or often unknowingly taken by energetic entities in movies, on tv, in books etc.  I am not here to tell you that this is good or bad really.  My purpose is to make people aware of these interactions. That this type of thing is going on, to show people how the spiritual realms work. Only then can people begin to make proper choices that are more healthy and beneficial for their being, on their path.  This is part one of a series I plan to do on the Tantric nature of existence. If you have enjoyed this, or found it informative, please share. If you would like to learn how to incorporate and experience these types of things more directly, please contact me about my personal activation program.

-Thomas Sochowicz

edited by Danielle Rodenroth

Secret Energy Innerversity Semester 1.

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 My Kundalini Activation

I can I remember when I first got deep into Sevan Bomars works. It was very early in 2012 I discovered a talk on in5d. The title was Opening the Pineal gland in 2012 from back when he was still on blog-talk radio.


The day before, I had just done a deep tantric meditation visualizing Padma Sambhava, which I now see really had allowed me to begin to merge withe the “christic solar forces” within. I had just arrived in the mountains of Northern California after a soul retrieval ceremony was performed by a good friend of mine Liza Hunter, during a Solar Eclipse at the Symbiosis gathering. The timing could not have been more perfect. I had left Colorado’s wild mile high lifestyle in pursuit of a great spiritual change which I knew had been coming my whole life. But that was the timing that was meant to be. As I listed to the talk, I instantly felt things unlocking. It was like a frequency wave to tune into, and they you were off on a train ride through consciousness. Never before had I experienced someone talking about such advanced spiritual topics, but yet in a way that was some how so grounded and practical.

The next few months I spent diving into everything in Sevans archives, along with anyone I could see connected to him, or that I ran into on the resistance website. I followed all his regimen and meditation suggestions, supplements etc. Every morning I was waking up at dawn even though it was freezing cold some times, doing Kundalini yoga. Fruit and vegetable juice fasting during the Complete Internal Cleanse. One day I received my first order of Shilijit and Etherium Gold. As we had to drive into town to pick up the mail, I took them in the car on the ride back, excited to feel any effects they had. At that moment, I instantly felt a frequency in the center of my head. It was like I could hear, and feel it at the same time. After some time later I have discovered this is called the Anahat sound. My own personal frequency had raised high enough that I could now perceive it. After this everything really changed, and my Kundalni activation really commenced. I traveled to Peru to live with Juan Gabriel a well known Qero Shaman, met fellow HUGS founder Taj. And finally after winning a contest on the Resistance 2010 website, working apprentice ship with Sevan Bomar at his home in Costa Rica.


While I have been studying deep esoteric wisdom, philosophies, entheogens and many related topics since I was a child now. It was because of Sevans information and the connections to my current spiritual family such as Luis Diaz and Kishuan from the Resistance website that I was finally able to see the choices I needed to make, to activate and become sovereign. Since I have been away from Costa Rica, now developing a number of projects such as HUGS and Innerversal Solutions, along with enjoying my amazing new wife. I have been so happy to see many of the things that just started to develop and come out of conversations that were had when I was living there. The Secret Energy site, and especially the Innerversity.

 The Inneversity

I have now been a part of every class of the first semester except the final one which is in a couple hours. I have to say, my brother has truly out done himself once again. One of my only qualms ever, if you even wanna call it that, is that when Sevan delivers on a show, it tends to jump around so much. I am fully aware that this is only due to how he is able to transmit the freshest most organic type message live on a show must be done in such a way. Having tuned into this frequency with him, something I continue to develop in myself to this day. I can say its just the way it must be sometimes.

But as with all things especially a schooling. Things must be taken from a certain starting point, that is going to be the best place to guide people from there on out when it. This as you can imagine is most difficult to pinpoint, especially considering we are dealing with information related to the Kabal, which is a Cable connecting at both ends. So where to begin?

This Innerversity although the classes are deemed 101 classes, considering the level of an average persons knowledge of these types of subjects, these courses could also be considered very advanced. I myself have studied these topics for years, and still find my self getting much of the information I need out of little along the way. Especially now that it has been put in such a step by step manner.

Class number one is Celestial Mechanics. This is the perfect place to start, as it gives the student the map. It shows that we truly are the microcosm of all that is. Sevan appropriately begins with the big bang, which is explained in its true esoteric sense which takes place in the sexual union, and our relationship to each other. Sevan first paints the picture of externally ( where most people tend to look ) and then brings the student back to the body showing them clearly that they are inside of this much needed map for the rest of the journey. He then goes on to explain time, and both external and internal alchemy. And of course showing how all these are interconnected.The last section touches on humans true origins coming from the ocean and space.

The second course Cosmic Dietetics goes into things a bit deeper, explaining the subjective inner realms relationship to our self, and the external realms as well. Showing the class now clearly what the true essence of the planets are, how they are related to the glands, organs and etherically to the chakras on our body. How we can start to master over these internal energies.  In his section on Prime Global he clearly out lines how the portals of the body allow things in and out of the central command center of our head and how the choices made at these ports determine the directions or travel, your frequency, and the amount of power for interstellar travel. Finally also how our path through these planetary spheres shape and mold our essence as we come into this reality.

Course number 3 is Deprogramming. In this course Sevan outlines very clearly the groups, forces, and entities on this dimension that have for thousands of years in this dimension been manipulating whats going on on this plane. The Nazi origins of the current schooling program still present today in modern schools alot of which has been moved onto the United States and other western countries. This history of the these peoples, the power battles, and how all those elite are really playing for the same team, which is truly controlled on the spiritual plane. But most noted, also shows the ways out of this silly game, and how the true power is within, and the “theys” true lack of power because they really only make us believe they have this power, thus giving them our power and ability.

Next, we are on to cleansing and purification. This course both clearly shows the student why it is so key to cleanse and purify the glands, organs, planets, chakras, and inherently the vehicle with which we experience and create the innerverse with which we live in. How the consumption of animal plasma can effect our experiences. Also a great demonstration of the Astral Hygiene.

Current and currency is next up on the list. The sexual force and fertility being the true fist origin of energy on the planet. How this has changed and been manipulated over time. Also how someones lack of currency in this realm can be traced back to lack of current in the body. In this class we also see how principles of alchemy creating gold out of something such as lead,  has been used to turn a paper, what was once not worth as much can be transformed. Very similar to how we as humans can develop a sustainable source of energy interally just on ideas alone if we can hone our imagination.


In breathing and Tantra. Sevan gets into the basics of Tantra, clearly showing how Tantra can been seen as something much more then just the typical view of Sexual interactions between couples, showing that all things have sexual relationships with one another. Including that of our own sexual relationship with the reality itself. Our consciousness being inherently the male aspect to the female aspect of the reality impregnating it with our actions and existence. We also then got into details about the true meanings of the Siddhis, or the abilities that come along with building the inner current to higher and higher degree’s. We finish with a number of great breathing techniques. The last of which is so powerful, there must be a disclaimer. I for the first time with a breathing technique made it fully out of body, releasing a well known chemical neurotransmitter related to dreaming naturally in my brain that night.


Language-and-DNA-30Second to last we have DNA transformation and Language. Etymology is always amazing with Sevan. His first major topics in the spiritual realm, and arguably his best. The student will clearly learn, and see how the languages we are using these days are incomplete, lacking the pieces that describe and alter the innerversal realms. We are also shown how the languages we use inter ally are what are programming our DNA, and causing much of our development and evolution.

Over all, I have to say that is a one of a kind school. I have yet to be aware of any where else. One can receive such advanced information (while also ancient) explained in such a user friendly way. The courses are cataloged in video format allowing revisiting. Many of the courses have manuals. Some have suggested outside reading and viewing suggestions. All courses come with a downloadable packet of relative imagery to assist the student. Some courses come with Sevans personal practices, regimens, and suggestions for products and supplements, many of them I must ad are not carried by in the Secret Energy stores, only being suggested because they are known to work and be needed.

This semester has been put together with the utmost precision. I am so excited to continue this journey and schooling, preparing one literally for the rest of existence and eternity. Leaving the student empowered to go on and co-create new worlds, with a clear and activated mind, body and soul. I would recommend this school to anyone I know. It is some of the best investment one could make on their journey. The prices are also more then reasonable considering what other schools these days cost, that many of which only contain brain washing Mk-Ultra influenced materials anyways. My only hopes for a change to the school is that at one point I will be privileged to assist teaching a course.

Wholistic and Balanced Lifestyle

On of HUGS six pillars is a Wholistic and Balanced Lifestyle. The way that this all relates to HUGS is vast, but I will out line the most pertinent. I feel that in order to really build any sort of sustainable community, that will last in this world. One must first become whole internally. If one is left divided, and unaware of the mechanics of the inner and outer worlds. I don’t see how a group could ever come together in a way that was lasting and sustainable. I would like to see these teachings, along with a number of other methods that I am learning along the way, be some of the required courses to enter into the HUGS community fully. We hear and witness over and over again while working to build this community, that the number one reason for these types of projects failing, is because the people just can’t come together. I can not see how these teachings could not be an integral part of that process.

We will be featuring a special group and forum section on the Infinite Solutions forum. This way those in the HUGS community can have some guidance on these topics, and also collaborate with the Secret Energy project. I see more and more those SE seekers activating, looking to get involved with the many projects and opportunities that we will be doing at HUGS.

That being said, I would also love to see a HUGS Innerversity project. This would both fund the Innerversity, while also providing more scholarships to students that need it. Allowing for Scholarships to be provided, without coming out of the pocket of Sevan and his family as I know they are now directly. Beings as HUGS is a non-profit, we could actually begin to look for grant funding to assist with the further development of the Innerverstity as well. This funding could also in part, go to making a physical location for Innerversity students to come and study in a environment most conducive to learning this materials. Like minded students or already experienced teachers could be present to assist them, along with the space to be able to fully incorporate the cleansing and detox, also experimenting with related fringe areas, such as water purification, or the sensory deprivation tank project HUGS already has planned. For this all to occur however, first a detailed plan must be created and presented to the Innerversity.

Either way, I am excited to see the further developments of the Innversity and Secret Energy and all of Sevans projects. I am excited to continue to assist development in whatever way I can. If you read this article and any of these teachings or information interest you. I do offer personal coaching and guidance through the courses and materials via my position as a Specialist with Secret Energy and website Innerversal Solutions. So please contact me directly at innerversalsolutions@gmail.com

Also, if you liked this blog, I encourage you to check out more of my personal and indepth work on my website Innerversal Solutions. Many more great blogs can be found there with information that cannot be expressed on this website.

Wholeness ,

– Innerversal


Awakening on the path: Flawless Defense

Awakening to ideas and concepts that not long ago seemed well past ridiculous…

I once met a woman who told me the strangest thing. She said she did not lock her doors to her home or car because she did not give power to fear (paraphrasing). I was immediately both repelled and intrigued by this notion. On one hand I felt that while she might be getting some temporary satisfaction from not worrying it, it would only be a matter of time before she had her house broken into or her car stolen and then the illusion would be broken. I would have made this judgement and went along my un-merry way, if she wasn’t my teacher for Neuro Linguistic Programming (NLP). I gained much respect for her when one day she helped facilitate some serious self-healing for me through a technique that is known as “Parts Integration”.

Though I could write several blogs just on this one subject I am not here to do that. The quick version is that I sat in a chair and as best I could, projected a “feeling that always seemed to be looming over me” at another chair across from me. It was all a little confusing as to what the heck we were up to at first, until she asked me to sit in the other chair. When I sat down I felt different immediately. My blood boiled and I felt a kind of anger rise up that I would deny every existed in me… if it just wasn’t so familiar. I knew when I felt this way, when I was a teenager I felt like this. I must have suppressed it at some point because I knew I actually didn’t express my anger very well (it was very stifled). Now that it was clear , I was able to then forgive myself for both feeling that way, but also for suppressing it. The world seemed like quite an inhumane place and a frustrated child can turn into an angry teenager. I was smart enough to recognize that that kind of anger could land me in jail for most of my life, so somehow I “stuffed it away”.

It may seem counter intuitive but after that experience I became much more in touch with my anger. This was actually a very therapeutic process, as I had been in denial of its very existence before that. Another thing I learned from this woman after that experience is that there are actually:

 4 Stages to Consciousness

1.Unconscious Incompetence

The individual does not understand or know how to do something and does not necessarily recognize the deficit. They may deny the usefulness of the skill. The individual must recognize their own incompetence, and the value of the new skill, before moving on to the next stage. The length of time an individual spends in this stage depends on the strength of the stimulus to learn.

2.Conscious Incompetence

Though the individual does not understand or know how to do something, he or she does recognize the deficit, as well as the value of a new skill in addressing the deficit. The making of mistakes can be integral to the learning process at this stage.

3.Conscious Competence

The individual understands or knows how to do something. However, demonstrating the skill or knowledge requires concentration. It may be broken down into steps, and there is heavy conscious involvement in executing the new skill.

4.Unconscious Competence

The individual has had so much practice with a skill that it has become “second nature” and can be performed easily. As a result, the skill can be performed while executing another task. The individual may be able to teach it to others, depending upon how and when it was learned.

This woman had brought me from stage 1 to stage 2 of addressing my anger, once I became conscious of it, I could take over the “awakening” from there. Maybe there could be something to this after all, feeling like I received much more than I paid for (when does that ever happen?). I had to give her credit but of course I put it to the back of my mind and there it stayed for years.

Awakening with Ayahuasca

Several years later as I was training a client, he asked me if I had ever heard of “Ayahuasca”. I admitted that I hadn’t and he informed me that it was some kind of Shaman drink that’s used for healing in South America. At that time, I was consciously incompetent about loving myself and thought that it sounded pretty intense (which I like). I flew to Iquitos, Peru a few months later with him to stay at a jungle lodge for 3 weeks and to partake in 10 Ayahuasca ceremonies. I have written many blogs on this topic, but I am not here for that either. The short version of this experience is that Ayahuasca both healed me and gave me the “Secrets of The Universe”…


I will share a little more of these “secrets” since they are for everyone!

1.Everything I have ever experienced, was and is PERFECT because it has led me to now.

2.There is one consciousness [of all] split into many, that seemingly have individual experiences while still being a part of the whole. You are everything, and you are no thing. Imagine 7.3 Billion people (reference) on Earth each having a unique experience from their point-of-view but also sharing in the collective experience of one (like atoms, to cells, to organs).

3.You do not die. In fact, you are infinite. Look no further than The law of conservation of energy, also known as the first law of thermodynamics for proof.

There is obviously much much more to share but this good for now. I finally could innerstand why my teacher did not lock her doors, she didn’t give power to her fears. I have now had experiences that have shown me personally that security comes from knowing you CANNOT be harmed. When you can’t be harmed, you leave your security system un-armed. Let me be VERY clear; this doesn’t mean I won’t ever get robbed or attacked. It just means I’m going to have unique experiences as an infinite being, I’d rather leave fear out of it as a future or past marker and enjoy the flawlessness of no defense. The idea that- What do I have to keep out? What am I defending against? What do I need to protect? My property? -I don’t own any. My “things”? -I sold most of it to exchange for my experiences. My life? -I am infinite! The life of a loved one? -So are they!

Awakening for me NOW is integration with others. I encourage you to not take on this information as YOUR truth or to blindly regurgitate it as a known fact. It is MY experience and it is true for me. Maybe this will lead you to have some of your own experiences!


Trevor King